Happy 1.1.11 everyone!!

So another year has past. Im not exactly pleased with what I have accomplished this past year, but I know next year I won't be saying that! Im not one to actually make New Years resolutions, but I think I shall make a list of things I would like to do/accomplish this year.
So here we go (and I may add to it)

• Drink more water
• Work out every day, wether its for 15 minutes or 2 hours.. do SOMETHING!
• Call people more. I tend to not call anyone aside from my mom, I'm a horrible phone friend lol
• Do something I am proud of everyday
• Don't let my self confidence get in the way of doing family things (like swimming).
• Track my food daily
• Blog daily (if possible)
• Take monthly body shots for my records.. it will be great to look back on.
• Get back into school (online for the time being)
• Spend less money, and put more into savings.
• Get my passport!! I need it for Adam's (older brother) destination wedding Easter of 2012. And hopefully will get to use it many more times!
• Compliment myself daily
• Write a note to each of my boys daily, in journals, that I can give to them when they are older.

And I know I said I would post these yesterday, but we ended up going to Serena's (SIL) for a sleep over New Years "party" lol, not much of a party with 6 kids running around lol.. more of a board game kinda night :)

Oy, but it's true, it's what I look like. 

Its kinda odd that I don't feel like I look like that, I feel smaller... I guess Im in denial. 

And from behind... ugh, my arms! I actually want to cry looking at these pictures... ok Im crying now..

How did I let myself get here??

I don't want to be the fat mom anymore, I don't want people to tell my husband I have a "pretty face".

I want more for myself, for my family, for my husband!

I may be weak right now, but I know I can do this! I will do this!